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Monday, April 19, 2010

senyum.....

satu permulaan yang teruk......
ingatkan minggu ni dah x nak give up.... tapi...
ble result exam module respiratory keluar... semua hancur....
sepeti lagu kumpulan slam...
"kusangkakan panas berpanjangan... rupanya gerimis, rupanya gerimis mengundang"....
aku pun x tahu ape nak cakap... ble prof tanya " apa masalah awak??"
jawapan aku.. " saya pun x tahu apa masalah saya"....
btul tu... aku x tahu ape masalah aku.... dah macam-macam cara aku buat....
tapi.... asyik dapat benda sama je.....
macam biasa la... aku fail exam... kekal dengan gred E..
kalau orang lain tengok... aku nampak o.k je....
aku je yang tahu ape yang aku rase... cube fikir.... kalau korang gagal 7 kali....
dah la 7 kali.... berturut-turut plak tu.... ape yang korang rase???
aku tengok orang lain happy je, bleh tengok result... LULUS.... dapat c- pun ok la...
semua senyum je.... aku pun senyum gak....
aku pun hairan... semalam ble aku tengok result aku senyum... maybe dah lali kot...
dah la... aku x nak citer pasal benda-benda ni...
asyik cite same je....
gagal...
gagal...
gagal...

1 comment:

danialhadi said...

org ckp senang jew banding dngan org yg rasa....

tapi ku nak ckp gak....bila kita fail kita akn lalui pelbagai peringkat:
1)We go into denial because the loss is so unthinkable we can't imagine it's true.
2)We become angry with everyone,with ourself,asking why we fail!!
3)Then we bargain. We beg. We plead. We offer everything we have in exchange for the past co we cn change everything...
4) When the bargaining has failed and the anger is too hard to maintain, we fall into depression, despair,
5) until finally we have to accept that we've done everything we can. We let go. We let go and move into acceptance.
6)but we can try again and again!!!that how great people succeed in life...

the point is sarimi....cuba lepas semua peringkat ini dan try and try again even in cruel way till you succed!!!!!!!!!!!